Optimistic Pessimist

Messed Up

I am feeling really messed up right now.


It has been so long since I felt this lousy before. This familiar feeling. I know I felt it before. My heart feels empty. Damn it, I am not suppose to feel this way. But why? I am certain. This is the feeling, the feeling of lost.


I wish you are here and tell me how much you value me.


I wish you could assure me.


I wish you could tell me what do you want exactly.


I wish you could give and take a little more.


I wish I could tell you everything without taking it the wrong way.


I wish I could keep you by my side for as long as possible.


I wish I can take those sadness away.


I wish you can bring me back to our realm.


I wish you can do something to make it go away.


I wish fear would go away.


I wish I could break down...at least I will feel better. But I can't bring myself to.


Ah, I just can't go to sleep.
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And I know that it's love because

I can't sleep till you're next to me
No I can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh I stay up till you're next to me (to me)
Till this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Labels: Distress

Nonsense by Crapper @ 2:24 AM