Optimistic Pessimist

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Tough Love

As I am munching my McNuggets I ordered almost an hour ago, I'm reading the note or rather, the cards my dear gave me on my birthday celebration. Below is quoted from what she wrote for me:


"Happy Birthday Alvin Tsang! At last you are 21 years old. Yes, the passport to many places. Hope you do enjoy your birthday, it's the first time I am celebrating with you. And, yes, it will not be the last. And there are many more to come. Yes!! It's the first again! I shall sing you the song 1-1 once! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to Alvin! Happy birthday to you! Hope this will be a memorable one for you. Since someone had said that his birthday had always been alone & there was no gf that spend-ed (spent) it with him before, so I shall be the first. Anyway, 2 remind you, my birthday is in 1 day & 4 months. Remember to be here with me & with my present =D Last one, I love you baby <3"


It is very sweet of her to divide it into 21 pieces of tiny cards and made me decipher the message like a puzzle. Even now, as I am reading it again, I feel the warmth and love from her.


Over the 11 months I've been with her, I have been tough on her. She always thinks that I am scolding her, yelling at her, getting upset over the slightest things, but little did she know is, I am trying to give her tough love.



There is never a day I'd stop wishing for her understanding, be more self-reliant and be more mature today than yesterday. . She has a great heart, but she has only seen ' ' this much.


I don't know why I'm saying this but somehow, I just feel like pouring out.

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